the late 70s, to be more specific 77'

I have more where that came from. 

*kavasmaneck*

hey! I'm promoting for a nite that i dj at in Houston. anyone that lives in or around this far city should come out.

i dont have a flyer but its mostly gothic,deathrock,80's electro,cockrock...pretty much anything goes ;)

so come on out.

I just dont have a computer still,really blows :( and still with my jonnyboy going on 9 months now, he's the bestest i mean it! so everyone have a great Xmas if i dont have a computer by then :(

Im posting an entry from my cell phone because im without internet service.i thought i was going to die but wow technology is so good. Im kinda excited.my birthday is coming up.Tuesday to be exact and even though i feel like an old lady because iLL be 28 its going to be good cause my lovely friend Lizzys bd is this saturday and we are going to combine the days and do something fun.i dont know what it is cause the boys are planning it.my cute little Jonathan got me a great book so far.he rocks. I also just got some dreadlocks put in pictures to come later.maybe. IF i ever get around to buying a new computer. Right now im just enjoying my babys company.Gotta go watch Casino now.;-)

i think i already posted this but oh well,heres we go again,its too funny!!

Are you cool enough to be Initiated?

You are a Fetish Goth: 42.86%



You like rubber, pvc, whips, chains and plenty of lube. You like to try and shock people with how outre you are with your rubber chickens and your risque behaviour.

Actually you are totally vanilla and cry like a girl if you have to rip off a stickyplaster.

Plus that rubber makes you look like a sausage.

Do the Are you cool enough to be Initiated? quiz at initiation.co.nz

I like the sausage bit,makesamelaugh

I am really craving something sweet. Whats something delicious that I should nibble on. do tell?

I feel like I am at some kind of stupied crossroad. Why cant I make up my mind? Why is it so hard to tell someone how you feel? Why am I such a puss-puss? I'm sure some people have some rude answers for me but those fools can just fuck off & die. I need real help here!

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I also heard some really great news. To put in my two cents: you guys totally deserve each other & I couldnt be happier for you two. seriously. the sooner the better.

just an update that I went out Saturday.   I am not going to write or speak of my experience cause I dont want to piss anyone off.


I just wanted to say congrats to my friend Siouxsie Monroe,she looked gorgeous that nite & made 2nd place. :l

And another sweetie, Incest Jeff,who also made runner up.  Yay!

I had fun,minus being made to feel like ass cheese,but it wasnt intentional on my part & thats all I have to say about it.

Is there suppose to be a lunar eclipse right now or did somebody lie to me,because I dont see shit!

I got my check yesterday & yipee!!! I got a raise which I heard my boss never ever gives anyone! she also wrote "your a pleasure to work with & I feel very lucky to have you working for me". Here I thought she was about to fire me,I just always think the worst & that nobody likes me. Its nice to hear some positive feedback.

Still am having zero luck finding a place. It seems they have lowered some of the prices on some apartments since I last looked,dont know how long they will last though. I just cant bring myself to pack,I hate packing,plus A. is not helping me look or pack. He does work alot but I am just clueless on what kind of place he prefers. I know we need a two bedroom of some kind,in case we have another falling out,I need my own room anyway. We had a long talk last nite about his overbearing behavior,he is so sensitive I was having to pick & choose my words very carefully as to avoid saying something wroung & making the talk into an argument. I told him he needs to give me time to myself & he's lucky I'm not one of those chicks who always needs time with "her girls". I just would like maybe once a month to go shopping or even to a concert with L. or something. After the fight I dont know how comfortable he'd be with me going out to clubs. Also I brought up when we do go to clubs & I want to dance to not make a huge argument out of that. I asked him if there was anything I did that was controlling,he couldnt name anything. I always want him to hang out with his friends,when he plays his videogames I sit & watch just so we can spend time together,I mean jeez what else can I do?

I am so bored & on the verge of making some drastic decisions. Shall I pull a Britney & shave my head. Leave town (I'm sure a buttload of people would love that!) quit my job & go to school? Who knows,I sure as fuck dont. I guess thats just the dolt in me. whew I can sure use a bottle to knock some fools over the head with,..speaking of hoes.....

I have never been so sickened as I was when I read who will be the judges of the upcoming Houston Gothic "beauty pageant".

I dont agree with the people they picked to judge(just MY opinion). One such person they DID pick has done NOTHING for the scene,actually this person makes fun of everyone when they go out & has no particular talent that I can think of. They say she is a performer...hmm.. maybe I was sick that day but I missed that performance. Mostly it seems to me that if you are a friend of last years winner then your allowed to be a judge no matter what the fuck you do. I think its complete bullshit & I feel sorry for the contestants. I WILL say that there are a couple of respectable judges. And of course the last years' winners have to be a judge thats all understandable. I'm just sad to see even more how its all about what crowd you hang out in,that determines who is important in the scene,its not necessary what you do!
Also,why have so many judges when all I keep hearing is that the pageant is rigged. Maybe thats all hearsay,probably from some sour person who lost but who knows? (NOW I ADMITTED THAT THIS COULD ALL BE HERESAY,why get so angry at me?)

I guess I'll have to see how this thing plays out. THIS WAS NOT AIMED AT ANYONE THAT WORKS AT NUMBERS OR ANYONE WHO PUTS ON UNDERWORLD IN GENERAL,THIS WAS ABOUT THE NEW PEOPLE WHO THEY BROUGHT IN TO ORGANIZE THE EVENT.)

A pair of human skeletons lie in an eternal embrace at an Neolithic archaeological dig site near Mantova, Italy, in this photo released February 6, 2007. Archaeologists in northern Italy believe the couple was buried 5,000-6,000 years ago, their arms still wrapped around each other in a hug that has lasted millennia.

How beautiful is that?

Rapist's Eyes (No Joke)

>>A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on
what
>>they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting
facts:
>>
>>1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle.
They
>>are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or
other
>>hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go
after a
>>woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.
>>
2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for
>>women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry
>>scissors around specifically to cut clothing.
>>
>3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through
>>their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are
off
>>guard and can be easily overpowered.
>>
4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning,
>>between 5: 00am. and 8:30a.m.
>>
5) The number one place women are abducted from/attacked is grocery
>>store parking lots. Number two is office parking lots/garages. Number
>>three is public restrooms.
>>
>>6) The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman
and
>>quickly move her to another location where they don't have to worry
about
>>getting caught.
>>
7) Only 2% said they carried weapons because rape carries a 3-5
>>year sentence but rape with a weapon is 15-20 years.
>>
8) If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged
>>because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going
after
>>you isn't worth it because it will be time-consuming.
>>
>9) These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas,
>>or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their
hands.
>>Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the
>>attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these
guys
>>you're not worth it.
>>
10) Several defense mechanisms he taught us are: If someone is
>>following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an
elevator
>>or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like
what
>>time is it, or make general small talk: "I can't believe it is so
cold out
>>here", "we're in for a bad winter." Now you've seen their face and
could
>>identify them in a line-up; you lose appeal as a target.
>>
>11) If someone is coming toward you , hold out your hands in front
>>of you and yell STOP or STAY BACK ! Most of the rapists this man
talked to
>>said they'd leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she
would not
>>be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target.
>>
12) If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate
>>of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yell I HAVE PEPPER
SPRAY
>>and holding it out will be a deterrent.
>>
>13) If someone grabs you , you can't beat them with strength but
>>you can by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from
>>behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm (between the elbow
and
>>armpit) OR in the upper inner thigh VERY VERY HARD . One woman in a
class
>>this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was
>>trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin
and
>>tore out muscle strands - the guy needed stitches.
>>Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it
>>hurts.
>>
14) After the initial hit, always GO for the GROIN . I know from a
>>particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy's parts it
is
>>extremely painful. You might think that you'll
>>anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these
>>rapists told our instructor is that they want a woman who will not
cause a
>>lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he's out of there.
>>
15) When the guy puts his hands up to you , grab his first two
>>fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure
>>pushing down on them as possible . The instructor did it to me
without
>>using much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles
cracked
>>audibly.
>>
16) Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be
>>aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if
you
>>see any odd behavior, don't dismiss it, go with your instincts!!!
>>You may feel a little silly at the time, but you'd feel much worse if
the
>>guy really was trouble.
>>
>>PLEASE READ THEN FORWARD THIS TO EVERY WOMAN YOU KNOW, IT'S SIMPLE
STUFF
>>BUT IT COULD SAVE HER LIFE